Great day!

Hello bloggers!!
Today has actually been exceptionaly great, haven't have a day like this in a while, i've managed to go the whole day without wanting anything to eat, or the nasty chew and spit habbit i've taken up! Plus i passed my maths assesment so i start the course next thursday ;D luck has been on my side today, the bus came as soon as i got there (it was pissing it down with rain) and the nice lady in the shop called her husband to tell me when the buses were as they've changed around, plus when i switched buses to get home the driver was really realllly nice and chatted the whole way! Also got my charger through the post so i have my laptop back! ASWELL as my hair extensions! Which look amazing! I'm really happy right now! The only thing that annoyed me was the fact this morning i was 141.8lbs and now i'm 143.4lbs again. Can't be right, so tomorrow will give me a more accurate reading!

Feeling really good about myself now the weight is going down, and it gives me more motivation to stick to it and not give up! I have had a rough weekend but i wont let it ruin this, and hopefully this means i'm well on track to my goal! i just hope i can get down to my UGW before my birthday, time is ticking!
Talking about my birthday, i've found the PERFECT dress! it's £80 but i am determind to save and get it, it will also show off my [hopefully] new figure! Here's a picture for you to see! Let me know what you think of it!

Ahhh it feels so good to be on my laptop right now, my own laptop and not having to worry about someone coming accross the sites or see my history! I've bookmarked all my top websites with no worries!
Today, my thinspo will be a little focused on cirtain people, as i found an album on here named thinspo and i would like to use the pictures! Mostly Megan fox, Vikki blows, and Taylor swift! [actually mostly vikki blows] But at the end of the day it still has the same effect. So here it is! The Daily thinspo!
I hope you all had a great day, take care of yourselves and stay strong!
El xox

[Thinspo of the day!]

[Thinspo girl of the day!]

 Katy Perry!

check back tomorrow for a special lingerie girls thinspo!

short and sweet

Hey,
Not a long post tonight, not much to say. was 142.8lbs this morning, i couldn't not weigh myself like i wanted. I feel really crappy now though, i was so tempted that i used the chew&spit method with garlic bread, and i think now i will suffer weight gain for it. That means two steps backwards. Urg, i hate myself. Such a damn failure. I need to learn to control myself.
Sorry but i'm not going to upload a thinspo for today, but i will make tomorrows twice as big.
Get my laptop back tomorrow hopefully so shouldn't have a problem on here anymore.
Take care readers,
El xox

Day 8

Hey, i feel completly disgusted with myself today, i ate some chese and a slice of toast and then purged. It made me feel so weak, like i can't even keep control over my own actions. Got me in a down mood.

Appart from that, i haven't eaten. We're out of diet coke, we have no energy drink, and i'm still stuch at 143.4lbs. I promised myself i wouldn't weight myself today because of the bad bit but i couldn't help it. Also went for a jog i felt so bad about eating. So hopefully that would have helped. I'm going to try and go the whole day without weighing myself tomorrow. I have a driving lesson, which i'm excited about, but meh.
Guess i'll have to work extra hard from now to Monday 20th. Wish me luck!
I'll leave you with the thinspo
El xox

[Thinspo of the day]

[Thinspo girl of the day!]

 Kitty Lea

Hard

Hey bloggers, not the daily post, just a little one.
Just finding it a bit difficult at the moment, i can't stop thinking about pizza and bread, but i haven't broken my fast. Really would like to go jogging tonight but can't seem to find the motivation to get myself to go! This always happens!
Hope you're all doing well! x

day 7

Well,  i've put on 1lbs ): Think it's because i had a bite of garlic bread last night when i shouldn't have. But that's not going to stop me. I know i'll have times like these when i give in. But lets just be happy it wasn't like, a whole pizza or something ^_^
Not sure what to do with myself right now, i want to exercise but i can't find the motivation! Strange that i can go without eating, but can't push myself to exercise properly haha! It might be because i only like exercising at a gym, i'm not sure!!
Not really got alot to say! it's been a boring day as usual weekends are. Got my laptop back tonight and ordered a charger so i should be back on my laptop next weekend and not have to worry about doing these things late night! Had 20 minutes on it from the charge they done at the shop, and managed to get some pictures, but now the memory stick wont load on this computer :@ Which i'm very  angry about!!
Also going to work on my profile, need to add things to the about me etc. Maybe tell the truth about my life, Ana and Mia, along side depression.
Hope you're all staying strong! Don't worry, this 1lb will be gone by monday, along with a couple extra pounds
El xox

[Thinspo for the day!]

[Thinspo girl of the day!]

 Zooey Deschanel!