It's not what you did, it's just what you do

I think I'm back.


I quit my job. It was making me ill with stress. I can't do college, full time work, part time modelling, and have a life. So, now i'm not working i can stop with the binging from unhappiness. I'm at 119. Boo... But it could be worse. It has been about a month of no diet and i've only gained 7lbs. If i listed what i'd eaten then you'd all die.
But, 12 days until my FRONT mag casting <3 So fasting as of tomorrow :D Green tea fast. I'm expecting to be under 110 for it. Or i won't go! I've set the goal. Now i need to reach it. I WILL REACH IT!

I hope you're all okay! I'm sorry for dissapearing. I'll be around more now (:
I would explain, but it'd take me a good part of a week to catch you up, so i'll just go from now and make sure i update you all.
So much love for you all <3
El xox

anyone...

Any words for someone who's fallen off the wagon?
No need to be kind, I'm a fat bitch.