March 20, 2011

It's not what you did, it's just what you do

I think I'm back.


I quit my job. It was making me ill with stress. I can't do college, full time work, part time modelling, and have a life. So, now i'm not working i can stop with the binging from unhappiness. I'm at 119. Boo... But it could be worse. It has been about a month of no diet and i've only gained 7lbs. If i listed what i'd eaten then you'd all die.
But, 12 days until my FRONT mag casting <3 So fasting as of tomorrow :D Green tea fast. I'm expecting to be under 110 for it. Or i won't go! I've set the goal. Now i need to reach it. I WILL REACH IT!

I hope you're all okay! I'm sorry for dissapearing. I'll be around more now (:
I would explain, but it'd take me a good part of a week to catch you up, so i'll just go from now and make sure i update you all.
So much love for you all <3
El xox

7 comments:

  1. I'm so glad you're back! You deserved the break, and you're motivated as always :) stay strong hun xx

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  2. You're such an inspiration to me!

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  3. im glad that ur back hun missed u

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  4. Welcome back!

    You can totally do this, I have no doubts. <3

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  5. ^-^ i think you made the right decision about work if it was stressing you to the point of illness!

    I thought I'd post you my March Challenge for this last week :) i'm hoping it will help people!

    http://thisanalogy.blogspot.com/2011/03/march-finale-challenge.html

    xx good luck mrs ^-^

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  6. how long did it take u to get from 150 to 112..and wat did u eat...i am 139 now wanting to get to 110 by may 1!helpp
    i am now eating 2 cans of soup and 1-3 coffes a day
    its around 400 cals

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  7. Miss you! <3 I hope you're ok

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