You created a need in me, That only you can satisfy.

Hey lovelies (:
So, today is day 6 of my fast. Not a crumb in my body. I'm down 9lbs to 131 and i just want to be back in 120s so badly. I thought i'd be there by now!
I have a meal friday night i have to go to. Which worries me. I want to get by with just a salad.
I'm taking Sculptress diet pills, Vitamin E's and drinking water, coke zero & hot chocolate when i feel a weak spell (like now..)
I just wanted to update you on my progress really. I stopped taking my contraceptive pill for my acne and it's clearing up. It's quite dry at the moment due to the creme but hopefully it'll clear :D
I also got signed up with modelling to a promo girl agency called The Full On Show Girls. which means i'll be working car shows, functions and night club hosting this summer :D
I also got an interview tomorrow! Had a phone interview yesterday and passed, so face to face tomorrow! It's part time 16h a week which is a good start up for me to do. Ease my way into work. Fingers crossed i get it! I really NEED this!

Hope you are all doing well! Please do comment and let me know how it's all going for you all (:
Much love,
El xo

now you're just somebody that i used to know...

Getting the bike/cross trainer was one of the best decisions. 1400cals burnt today. Stuck on The Lion King whilst i burnt calories. I thought maybe i’d get away without blubbering like a baby at Mufasa’s death because i’d be focused on the exercise. That plan failed. Still cried. Oh well! Off to stock up on films tonight for the week to watch whilst biking. Aiming for 7lbs loss by sunday. got to get in to this now or i’ll be this way forever!

I fell of majorly this week. I'm back to the high 130s :| Kinda hit me today. Binge purge going on a lot lately which i need to stop. I just managed to kick it and i relapse.

We can do this! I've seen your stats for the comp, and missed the sunday weigh in. But since there may be more joining, i'm going to extend this to the end of APRIL. and also start the weigh inns as of this sunday, so people can join if they'd like (:

Let me know how its going for everyone! Also, give me your most inspiring quotes! I'll put them in my thinspo book that's a work in progress. I'll also put the name of the giver under it so it'll remind me it's not someone from the past that's given it me, it's someone right here, right now. Who is going through the same as me.

Be strong beauties.
Much love,
El xo

Baby, you don't know me cause you're dead wrong.

Thanks for your responses. You're all amazing! The weekend to today has been a fail. Like, complete fail! But as of tomorrow things are changing. I split with my bf, but we ended up getting back together. I've given him one last chance to change. So lets see how that goes.
As for me, i'm not joining the gym anymore. Thanks anxiety! keep getting panicy on the day i'm meant to join up at the gym. My face and weight has really made an impact. So, instead, i'm buying a cross trainer/bike combo, and i'm going to aim for hardcore workout every day in the comfort of my own room :D Teehee. That means i can keep busy with tv and films, even games. And it's only £80. so that's less than what it'd cost me to rejoin my gym or 2 months of membership. the plan is to lose weight, then join the gym for toning and weight training with the mr (:

As for the comp, I will do one. It's already the 5th of March so a few days late but let's say, starting on

TUESDAY, 6TH MARCH 2012 

and ending on

SATURSDAY 31ST MARCH


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Enter with this info my beautiful people!!

CW:
GW:
Height:
BMI:

Good luck! <3
Much love,
El xox

What doesn't kill you makes you stronger.

I've decided to get my arse in gear after a bit of a crappy 24 hours. but i've just come off of my modelling FB and want to go back to that more than ever. Which means i need to be in top form when my face clears by summer.


Gym tomorrow. Every day. Sometimes 2x. lets rock this.I want a tonned body and super figure. I will work for it.

hope you're all doing well (: COR, I'd like to redo the comps but i never even sent the bracelets for the last ones due to money and other personal reasons. I will maybe do one again but there won't be a prize as such. Just a healthy comp for everyone (:

Much love,
El xo