It's been a while

Hey guys,
It's been a long time since i last posted... Things have gone from bad to worse with the new relationship (now 9 months together) bringing me up on the scales to around 138lbs.
I miss my old self. I miss being thin and happy with how i looked. So, after migrating to tumblr and it failing to help me and control my cravings, i'm back to blogging. I will still be using tumblr so please do follow if you're on there or give me a link for me to follow you (:

So guys, how are you? Have you been okay? How's your progress going?
Let me know. I want to know how my old friend are doing!

With love,
El xox

Ignorance is your new best friend.

My sincerest apologies for the way I've been lately.
For not getting the prizes sent out. For everything.
I will get it done as soon as i possibly can, but i just haven't got money at the moment to send them. They are made, and ready to send. I'm sorry again...

So, the past months have been horrible. I've been slowly gaining and maintaining. I hate it. I'm miserable. I'm ruining everything with D because of it and i hate myself for it. I just can't get my motivation back. I can't get the strength to stop the b/p and start fasting.
I was so happy fasting. I was so happy at 115 and below. Happy enough to be comfortable.. now... i just plain and simple hate myself.
I need help. This b/ping isn't stopping and even though D knows all, he can't do anything to help me when he's out working all day. He's paying for us to join a gym but that's as far as he can go helping...

Tips?

I'm going to start fasting from now. One b/p today and it will be my last!!!

Start weight. 125.8lbs
GW for Monday 121 lbs

Much love,
El
xo

I would like to apologise

I've been all over the place recently. I don't know who follows me on Tumblr but I've decided to get help. It's gotten too bad now. b/p up to 5x a day, nose bleeds, chest pains, heartburn. I even started throwing up without having to make myself.
I will still post, but it will be more about my 'recovery' if you can call it that.
I don't want to rid Ana. I love Ana. It's Mia i can't stand and who is really putting my health at risk.
Well, I told my bf everything and he's been amazing. If you want to read about the past couple days or keep up to date with me 100% i suggest following me on tumblr, or keeping an eye on the twitter updates in the sidebar as tumblr is hooked to that!
http://miss-skinny-el.tumblr.com/
<3

Post your weights up from Wednesday, and I'll calculate the winners and be in touch.
There will not be a June challenge, but there might be a July challenge to kick off the summer fun!

Much love to you all, for supporting me throughout the months and I hope you can continue to show your support through this.
El xox

Monday weigh-in

hey guys,
Sorry I haven't updated it yet. Will do that now.
Post your weights ;3

Sorry to the previous winners, still having trouble with my money!
I will update properly as soon as, it's hard at the moment with all going on!
Hope you're all doing well!
Much love,
El
xox

It's that time of week again!

And i will be the first to say that i gained -.- luckily not hugely. It's thanks to my (new) boyfriend. He took me to nandos and we got pizza saturday too. I cooked for him last night too. But, luckily it's only like 2.8lbs. I can deal with that, and lose it again quickly <3
So yeah, i met this guy, and we're now together. Woop <33 everything's going well!! Andddd, I'm now 10 days smoke free. Thanks to him! I can do exercise so much easier. I'm so proud of myself!

Well, current weight 121.8lbs
Post yours hereee (:


BRACELET UPDATE; I am going to be making them tonight, and hopefuly sending them by thursday. My money comes through then (: Hang tight! You'll get them! <3

Much love, and happiness for once!
El xox

Monday weigh-in!

Post in your weights today lovelies (:

Apologies to COR for missing you out! ):

And for the winners of April, Your bracelets will be sent as soon as my money comes though. Hang tight!

WINNERS OF APRIL CHALLENGE

And the winner issss....

For The Prophet

SW: 154 lbs
GW: 145 lbs
Height: 5'10"
11th April: 150.6lbs
18th April 148.4lbs
25th April: 145.6lbs

Final: 145.2
Current loss: 8.8lb

Well done to you! Check the bottom of the post to find out how to get your 2 bracelets (:

The runners up are;

Monika
CW: 151.4
GW: 135
Height: 5'10.5
11th April: 145.7lbs
18th April: 144.1lbs
25th April: 146.2lbs

Final: 144.5
Current loss: 6.9lb

and

Little Jo
SW: 113.2
GW: 105lbs
Height: 5'7
11th April: 111.4lbs
18th April: 109.2lbs
25th April: 104.4lbs

Final: 106.4lbs
Current loss: 6.8lbs

Enjoy the bracelet each (:

Congratulations to the winner and runners up ;D  

and well done to EVERYONE who took part! You all done fantastic! Don't forget to enter the May Challenge to win a bracelet and necklace!

To CLAIM the prize, please E-mail me your choice of colour, and any charms you wanton them & your FULL address! 

I have dragonflies, wings, letters, and if you want to enquire on any other charms i have then please just e-mail me to sort it out (:

skinny_el@hotmail.co.uk