I know you didn't bring me out here to drown, so why am I 10 feet under and upside down

I can't believe i've left it so long.
These past couple of weeks have been rediculously busy for me, i have hardly had any time at all! I've been up for work, at work, then home and bed. I've ran myself down so much with everything i'm now sick. So today i had the day off and thought i'd let you all know i'm still alive haha!
I'm doing crappy with my weight. I've been maintaining below 120 but it's still crap. It should be easy to fast when i'm working but it's not. I get all down and just want to eat! Tomorrow is fast day 1. I will be at 100 by the end of the month. If not 98!

There's so much to say i'm going to have to break it in bit by bit over the next few days.
I can't even think straight right now.
I'll try and update tomorrow, and i really hope you are all doing better than me
Something's gone wrong with my blog... I'm apparently not following anyone anymore? So sorry if i suddenly stop commenting but i need to start re-following all the blogs.

much love,
El xox