we got older but we're still young, we never grew out this feeling that we won't give up

So, I'm currently sitting in the loo of my new job waiting to start. D works in the same building and had work earlier than me, so I have time to kill.
Sorry I didn't update yesterday, was all a bit rushed! Not sure on my weight as I've been away from home, but I will weight tonight or tomorrow morning :) I did screw up. I don't know why but when I hit a goal I always feel so good, but sabotage myself. Maybe I don't think I deserve to be happy? I don't know. But it's day 2, back on track fast. Hopefully I'm back to 112 or maybe a little less, we can only hope.
Not sure what to make of me and D. He's been on his phone all morning :-/ bit of a 'urg' situation! But I'll ignore it as I can't be assed with it. We shall see, he wants to cook me dinner for valentines day but he doesn't know what to do since I'm a veggy and he is as fussy as they come! Haha!
Better get myself sorted for training... Wish me luck!
Much love,
El xox