Final weigh-in and MAY CHALLENGE!

Okay, so i haven't got the final stuff for May Challenge but i can tell you it will be happening, and the prize will be a bracelet and necklace for the winner, and a choice of either a bracelet or necklace for 2 runner-ups (:
I have taken out the girls who i've not heard from the whole month. So i'm sorry but feel free to enter the May Challenge! Jennie, Ellie, Teresa, MaryJane, Mandagin, Maddi, Belle <3


In this post, please eneter yourself for the May Challenge. And also post your final weights for the 30th April so i can find out the winner/runner ups and get things sorted for the prizes! Please keep an eye on my posts as i will be giving instructions on how to sort it out and recieve the prizes!

Well done to everyone who took part in the challenge. You all done fantastic!! Don't worry if you gained, or lost, these challenges are just so you can get a bit more excited about losing weight! Because it can get a bit boring and sometimes you just feel so crap! So keep your head high, your feet on the ground, and focus on the May challenge. Only a couple months left until summer beauties <3 We an do this!!!!

So, please, Post FINAL weights for April... and then your weights for May! <3
Instead of "GW" I've added a question. And i've also added... "Method" to make things clearer for those partaking! This means how you're losing. Eg. "Fast" or "ABC" or "Restricting"


SW:
Height:
Method:
By the end of may, I would like to hit a goal weight of .... ?


Here's for me!



SW: 122.4

Height:  5'5
Method: Fasting
By the end of may, I would like to hit a goal weight of ... 103lbs

I will be updating on sunday with a full May Challenge post (: With all it's glory!  
Much love,
El oxx

Monday weigh in post

Yes it's a tad early. Just making sure it's here for tomorrow incase i don't get on!!

Post your weights lovely. I will do another one on the 30th for the final weigh in, and then post the winners on the 1st/2nd (:

I also made a Tumblr for my weightloss.

here! Follow <3


Love you all!
El
xox

Monday Weigh in. 18th April

Post your weights everyone!
<3

FML

Hey guys

I'm in Portsmouth for the weekend and I've been eating like a pig since yesterday. I'm going to fail for this week, miserably, I think if anything it'll be a gain. But i'm going to start jogging as of Monday night, and fasting, so hopefully i'll catch up by the following monday. I won't hit my goals, but i'll sure as hell get as close to them as posible!

I'd like to apologise for any mistakes for the weigh in and missing out Rowan ): I was actually drunk from Friday until Tuesday so i did actualy update it when i was drunk -.- i will go through it all and make sure it's right before adding mondays weights to it. <3

Hope you're all doing well! 

I will tell you now, next time I'm going to a tattoo convention please remind me NOT to act on impulse. I now have an ankle tattoo for H4H and am part of the Cupcake club bahahahahhaha

Here'sthe Kitty-cupcake!

We all got one, for memory of the trip to Portsmouth.

I will be absoloutly f**ked tonight. We have 9 bottles of wine to drink... 

And we're going to run down to the Tattoo convention tonight when it's dark and steal a poster each from outside. I will deffinately let you know how that one goes.

For now, I will bid you farewell as i'm off to start drinking. And get more fat! Monday is a new start, square one, build on myself. I've done it before, i WILL do it again. And this time, i will tone and get to 100lbs or lower (:

I'll leave you with the love of our Portsmouth Mascott...

Suppressor!!

Much love,
El xox

I'm struggling to see, the better side of me

Do you ever feel exhausted from the 'ED' you have?

Ever wish it could go, and you could be normal?

Yeah. I do wish that. Although i then try and remember how strong i am compared to others.

It's an argument I've been having with myself for a long time.

I went for lunch today, binged on a lot. Veggie burger, curley fries, nachos, ice-cream. 

And I'm pretty sure you can guess what i done as soon as i got in.

Mhmm. Well, on the plus side, after binging the past 3 days i'm now over it. I think. And I'm 1.2lbs down from this morn. 

I'm currently arguing with D. He cancelled on me today, which has sent me over the edge with him. I'm sick of it, and if he doesn't sort it out that's it. 

Not much to say really. Monday weigh in didn't get everyones weight so if you haven't yet given me the weight from Monday please go to the last post and let me know, or you won't be in the running to win the bracelets. Good luck to all, hope you're doing well this week!

Love, 

El xox

Well I sussed you good. Oh You knew I would. (Monday Weigh-in)

Hello all. Do you know what day it is? That's right. Weigh-in day. 

First off, let me kick this post off with a huge Hello <3 to all my new followers. I have now reached 101 people. Is that true? 101 people who actually read this crap? ^_^ Thank you everyone. I would be nowhere without you all! 

Now, let's get into the April Challenge. I'll kick things off with my weight, then you post yours in comment on this blog post. Making sure to include the point lbs. If you haven't got the point, or don't remember what it was, don't worry too much. Just give me the lbs you can (:

Me: 122.3

Yeah, that's right. 1lb. Fail. 

I was 117 on Friday. yeah, I got down to 117. But my friend came down for the weekend and refused to let me not eat. On top of that, I've spent the last 3 days eating and drinking at parties and BBQ's and picnics etc. My friends are bad influences. Clubbing tonight though, so i should lose a couple. My goal for the next Monday is 112. I can do that! I hope...

Well, there you go everyone. Don't be embarrassed if you've gained, maintained or lost little. Just get back up, dust yourself up and keep on going!

So, i made a split decision on Friday. Not sure if i mentioned I'm now stretching my ears, and being drunk the majority of the weekend i now have a 4mm in one and a 3mm in the other where i made my friend shove them through hahaha. 

This split decision was different though. I got my lip pierced. I've been wanting it done for a while now, but never got the balls. Well, i woke up and just decided to do it.

<3 

Hope you're all doing well. Can't wait to hear how you've done. Don't forget, post on this blog post and I'll update the < side bar when I've got the first few. 

Much love to you all,

El xox

I jumped off the train, running off the tracks.

Hey Lovelies <3

So, today I'm fighting Mia away with a bloody baseball bat. Since the rents are away, I have the hosue to myself which means effectivly, all the binging and purging i can possibly want to do. I refuse. I don't want to do it. I'm down more today, and i'm starting to feel so good with myself that I'm losing again. (I won't give numbers until the monday weigh in (; ) I just want to get to 112 and then lower again. I just don't want to gain again. I'm proud i haven't done the b/p yet and they've been gone 3 days. Tonight I'm alone. I just hope I'm strong enough to keep her at bay.

The other night was good. When J came over. He came about 10pm, and we stayed up until about 3am just talking. Then we laid, hugging. It was so cute, and he is too. It's nice. 

I went to see D yesterday, as i hate being on my own in the house so he said i could stay for the night. We didn't hug up, or anything, the whole night. We normaly do, but i think i was really distant from him. I did spent the majority of the night texting J haha. He was asking about J. How it was going, and all that. Seems he may be a little jealous? He kept looking at me thinking i didn't see. Sighing when i was texting. He knew it was J as he saw the name pop up on my phone when i was out of the room. Meh!

Glorious weather the last 2 days. It was officially the hottest day of the year yesterday, and today was (in my opinion) hotter. But not 'technically' haha. It was nice to go out in shorts and a tank top without feeling shit. And i have some exciting news. I saw a cute black dress that was in the sale, i thought it was nice then saw the size. Size 6. I stared at it for a couple minutes before plucking up the courage to try it on. It was perfect fit. Really. Size 6!! (I think that's US 4) Made my day haha! Didn't buy it though, it was a bit too long and i want to wait until i can go into every shop and get into each shops 6!

April challenge has started with a bang! 20 people have joined <3 WOO! I'm so happy it's a hit. And since you lovely people have joined and been so enthusiastic for it, i've decided i will be doing one every month, and i'm quite creative so i'll think of different prizes! Another big good luck to you all! And the link for those who want to join that haven't yet (:

April Challenge!

Don't forget to repost the link, to get buddies and followers to join! The more competition the better!

I want to say a huge thank you to all my readers, and a big big HELLO to all my new followers. I'm now 5 away from 100 followers! That's amazing and it's all thanks to you all! I love you guys <3

I hope you're all doing well with the April Challenge. Don't forget if you'd like to chat with me personally or need any advice, my MSN is skinny_el@hotmail.co.uk

Much love to you all,

El 

xox


Replies

PollyAnna -  Thank you hun! Zombies creep me out too, but when you're one yourself it's pretty awesome haha! I love it though (:  I have been thinking about D. If i'm still 'in love' with him, or just love him because he's D. I think it might be the later! Ugh! Thank you for the support <3

Skittles - That is me! Not my real hair though, a wig! hahaha. But thank you <3 Yes yes, we can all do this!

Dani - I got it (: thank you hun, hope you're all good <3

Rowan - They are pretty cool, even if they are creepy haha! Thank you hun (: I bet your legs are great! I'm sure you'll think differently by the end of the April Challenge!

Will we always say, we tried?

Hey everyone ♥

 So, I've not blogged about me for a while. So i thought I'd do that.

I've let it slip. I was in such a good place before D came back on to the scene, and since he has, my life's plummeted back down to rock bottom. Why do I do it to myself? Why do I let him make me feel like this? I can tell you now, it stops here. I broke down last night, I'm sick and tired of feeling like I'm not good enough for anyone, because he doesn't want me. It makes ME feel like I'm nothing. I'm not worth anything. That's wrong. He shouldn't make me feel that way. I was told last night, how I'm too good for him. How he doesn't deserve me. How he isn't worth it. And how it should be that he is not good enough for me, and he should feel that. I'm going to work on that. He's hurt me too much for anything to come of us. So why do i get upset? I think i feel like a fool to be honest. I took a leap and landed flat on my face in front of him, so if anything I just feel like an idiot!

On a brighter note, there's a new guy on the scene. Before i bet D, i met J. I gave up being with J, for D. Now he's back on the scene. He's actually coming over tonight, and for the first time in a long time, I'm nervous. Excited. I have butterflies in my stomach. It's... normal. Nice. I want that a lot more.

As you know, the April Challenge was posted Sunday. I started at 123.3 (Monday morn weigh-in) after major binging. I was sickened, and I actually said i wouldn't leave the house until i got to 119. AT LEAST. Well, i went out last night. I was at 122.6lbs at about 4pm. And although i felt a bit fat, i went for it. I woke up today and was excited to weight, since i lose a couple lbs when i go clubbing. 119lbs exactly. Really?! I dropped 4.3 lbs in the course of 24 hours? Epic win.

Not much else i can think to say. For now! So stay strong everyone, let's drop the lbs for this challenge!!

All my love,

El xox

Don't forget bloggers, the April Challenge is going on and you can still get involved. Check it out, and comment the stats on the blog post to enter! GOOD LUCK ♥

April Challenge - Let's get SKINNY ♥

Hey everyone! It's me! Crazy eh? I'm actually posting :O
-.-;

I'd like to first off, say a huge apology to everyone. I really did fall off the wagon. Thankfully I've shocked myself back onto the Fast train (pun intended) and I'm going to do an April Challenge. It's Easter month, the month of chocolate eggs and all in all BAD things. But i want you to soldier through it, and get through this month with an incredible weight loss. So here goes nothing....

April Challenge

The rules;

1) You MUST post your weight on the weekly "weigh-in" post i will do. This will be MONDAYS

2) You MUST state your current stats in THIS blog post. I will do a gadget on the left with names and stats.

3) You MUST accurately take your weight every Monday. It can be St.lbs or Lbs. But please include the "point" IE 130.3lbs

4) You CANNOT lie. If you fell off one week and gained, don't be embarrassed. Just take it as a learning curve and carry on. Show us you can lose it, and more the following week!

5) Anything goes in respects to how you lose it. Except surgery, that's cheating ofc!

6) Buddying up with someone who is also taking part is allowed. In fact, it's encouraged! Motivate each other!

I might add more as i go, but those are the only ones i can think of right now. Any problems, my e-mail is 

skinny_el@hotmail.co.uk

And also MSN if you'd like to talk on there (:

For those of you who are serious about this, and think it's a brill idea and some of your followers might want to get involved, please post a link on your latest post to this blog and this post for them to join. I'd appreciate it! The more involved, the better the challenge, the more competitive!! <3

Good luck to everyone who joins in, i know we can do this! Let's make April OUR month!! 

Much love and luck,

El xox

EDITED

The winner of my April challenge will receive 2 customised bracelets of their choice. Dragonfly charm available on it, will be privately arranged by myself and the winner, for where to send it etc. Available in all ED colours.. check here for colours and meanings, or Hereeee for samples of my bracelets (:

2 runners up will also receive one bracelet. Either Ana, Mia or EDnos. 

Stats;  

CW: 123.6lbs
GW: 100lbs
Height; 5'5