14/10/10 or 15/10/10 ....

This post will take ages, as i'm making a measurment chart too. Time now; 00:03am.
Woah, really.. I gota be up by 9am.

Hello lovelies O/
Today has been good, although i think i consumed more chocolate milkshake/skinny cow hot chocolate than i wanted to, but - it kurbs the hunger.
Day 3 complete! I'm over the hurdle :D Lets hope it gets easier yeah! This weekend is going to kill me! I have my English Essay due Tuesday - and i haven't started it. My friends mum has decided to be a cow and pull out of babysitting the weekend so that my friend can go away to her bf (whom lives in another country) so she's paid for it all and left with no sitter. All her friends (and mine) have been contacted and we've managed to work out a rota for the weekend. Since i don't feel comfortable staying there on my own - I'm stuck with all day tomorrow (well, today), Saturday morning EARLY till afternoon / late evening :/ And then again Sunday afternoon untill she returns home. I'm kinda hoping this will shift more weight as i'll have no access to chocolate milk or coke. Water and tea alllll the time haha! I should still beable to update; as i'll be home during the night. But i will take my laptop with me anyways so i can update on anything funny or crazy the kids do. They're pretty phyco sometimes, 'specially the littlen. He's in that 'Devil child' stage!

My weight today signifies another loss! But no telling untill Monday (: I've also decided to wait until Monday to post my weight chart - if i get the time to do it! I'll try and work on my essay a little there too... hmm... Anyways! As you saw the bracelets came, which made me happy! And also my mum came home with the AVON order - with my chain bracelet for my charms (my sister got me from holiday - the bracelet they came with it too big) so i've put that together and started wearing it - looks lovely! And slightly big too ^^ My wrists are getting all thinner again! It feels great <3

Not sure what else i have to say - College was fine, good infact. I realised i love maths compared to English even though i write stories/poems etc. Weird huh?
I think i really should get some sleep... Or i'll be like a zombie tomorrow and the kids will get away with murder haha!
Stay strong! And think thin!
Much love,
El xox


Thank you to all who commented on my quick post (:

And Harley - i will stop if i need to hun (: don't you worry about me! I'm going to try break my 8 day 12lb record!
Perfectlie -  Don't worry, i enjoy reading your comments as it keeps me updated when i can't find the time to check recent blog updates!

Big thank you to everyone else too <3 I love you all!

oh look, 00:14am, not a long post atal! SCORE!


added on;
I'd like to show you all what i've found about the bracelets. 


Red: Anorexia
Purple: Bulimia
Pink: EDnos (Eating Disorder not otherwise specified)
Blue: Depression
Orange/Black: SI (self injurer)
Green: Fasting at that time
Yellow: Suicidal
Turquoise: Overweight/Obese
Teal: Anxiety disorder/OCD/Panic disorder
if you add 1 white bead to a bracelet is means you are TRYING to recover from that illness.
if you have half white and half the illness color in the bracelet it means you’re IN recovery.
Red and White: Ana Recovery
Purple and White: Mia Recovery
Pink and White: EDnos Recovery
Blue and White: Depression Recovery
Orange/Black and White: SI Recovery

I think blue/purple is mostly worn by Mia sufferers. but i'm planning on building my collection to: 
white (to go with the blue for depression recovery)
Purple - Mia
Green - Fasting
Teal - Anxiety / OCD

I hope to have these by next weekend. I will order them monday (: Maybe it wont look so weird if i have alot of colours all together ^_^
<3