This is not good! My friend has come over for the evening who i haven't seen in months and there is no way in hell i can tell her about my eating, so she ordered us pizza with sides. I got thin based to try and lower the cals, but oh my i've eaten alot. I don't even know why i did it, it was just there and i felt so greedy, i just couldn't stop. This is going to give me a serious increase on the scales, i'm going to have to do alot of working out tomorrow night, no, scratch that, for the rest of the week!! I can't beleive i've done this i feel like such a fat pig. I'm having enough trouble! I ate pasta an hour before she came and threw it up because i felt so bad, but i don't even have the option now! My parents are back and in bed, and she is oposite me. I'm just so so angry at myself! I can't believe it, honestly.
Other than that today's been blah. Just a complete blur. Think i'll leave it at that, and just motivate myself as much as i can to do all this working out! the scales showed 141.4lbs but tomorrow i know it will be so much more.
Hope you're all doing well,
El xox
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Frankie
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Ohdear! That's horrid! I hate when you get that feeling. D:
ReplyDeleteDid you eat it with your hands? Or with a knife and fork?
I always find that eating everything with a knife and fork always makes me eat a lot slower.
Love your thinspo!
I'm Marina by the way. C:
dw about it...sometimes you can't avoid these things without arousing suspicion! just work it of - you can do it xx
ReplyDeleteHey Marina (: I ate with a mix, but i guess a week a and a half of not eating caught up on me!
ReplyDeleteThank you very much amy, i appriciate it x