Bust.

After what feels like forever away from you i'm finaly back. And i'm ready to get going. This week i've struggled with eating but managed to gain 7lbs (fatass. i know) due to all of the "family" meals, partys and birthday events. But, one week and i'll lose it. That's a good way of thinking. I'm hoping to hit my 125 again by sunday, since i will be going to the gym thursday and also friday. Lets hope my friend doesn't bail on me, or i'll be going alone (which i hate)
So, today was ment to be my day 1 of fasting and it was going so well up until about an hour ago when i caved and had 2 small sandwiches. Yeah i know i'm a heffa. 2 sandwiches?! I can make excuses and say the bread i use is half the size of normal bread but i can't even be bothered. I failed, and i know i failed. And this feeling is just what i needed to give myself a kick up the arse. Now i'm roaring to go! No time to eat tomorrow, up then driving, then c/wk then college then bed! No time to stop and eat is what i'm planning. I'm going to allow myself 1 bottle of Coke Zero (for college) and 1 cup of tea. The rest of the liquid will be water. This will be the same until sunday when i weigh in! I'm going to actually try my hardest to not weigh until then!

On a happier note my birthday was a complete success! I managed to finish my dress and everyone loved it! here is a picture...

Yeah i'm a fatty i know - no need to say so -.-;

Just had a thought... If i can get the money together i could go to the gym wednesday on my own as i've nothing planned. Hmm, i may just do that...

Well, not sure what else i can say. I think i'll be updating more now i've got my Iphone and i can get on here from that! Also downloaded a diet app, to record my progress! So fingers crossed it'll help!

Hope you're all doing well! And i look forward to seeing your blogs ;D
Much love
El xox