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Merry Christmas Bloggers!

Hey (:

How is everyone?

I'm in a foul mood today and just needed to post! I started with that pic as i'm so happy my legs are starting to slim down so much! finally right!?

This week has been standstill weightwise. I said i wouldn't weigh until friday but i just couldn't do it. 118 pretty much maintaining. But i'm hopefully back on track now after some hard-core thinspo watching. I've got goals set with 2 of my buddies to get to 110 or lower for new years, then reach UGW or lower by end of Jan. I hope i can come on here in Jan and share the good news that i've reached my UGW with you all! 

I'm suppossed to have a date tomorrow :| And i'm worried haha! I like this guy, and he might just be the first person i've liked since i've been happier. I'm scared to screw it up, or worse, my ex get in the way and decide he wants me back when i'm happy with this other guy. I know what i'm like, and i'll chose D over the new guy. I refuse to let it happen, i'm going to try do anything to stop it from happening!

I'm going to catch up on some of your blogs now, and hopefully you're all doing well (:

I should update before christmas day, but if not i hope you all have a stress free, fun christmas. 

Much love,

El xox

p.s - Ana, please come back for christmas, I beg you! <3