Welcome new followers, and hello old friends (:
How are you all?
Today started well. 117 again finally. Then my sister and her fiancé popped in unannounced. Out come the pringles, salted peanuts and chocolates. Sigh... I caved... They were all looking at me with them big beady eyes and i knew i had to do something, so i picked up a small stack of pringles and a few chocolates and munched my way through them. (without problems ofc)
Then came dinner. Order in they said, bah! Heck no. I told them to get me a veggie burger and ran to my room to proceed with moving my stuff into the bigger room. I saw them.. The scales... Looking so shiny and new. "stand on me" they whispered... (not really, but you get what i'm trying to say) so i did. 119.6 already?! WTF ??
Screw eating! I ran down and told them i wasn't hungry. I turned down my favourite take out! (veggie burger) ((its this particular place that does the nicest ones)) and thankfully i saved them all from gaining a few pounds as they decided to make chicken wraps instead!
I just weighed before bed and am disgusted in myself. 120.FAT ... That's what my scales should say. Instead of point number they should say "number.FAT" untill i reach 100. That's be motivation haha!
So, i'm hoping that this is just water weight as i've been a fish to water today (but my water is Diet Coke)
Hopefull for tomorrow, but it will stay a mystery.
I've decided to make it every sunday weigh in. As it's christmas i'm doing it Friday, then i can assess the damage come Monday -.-
You don't want to know the details of the later half of my week. It involves a lot of binging, and a lot of purging. Lets just say my throat is now extreemly sore ):
There goes my 40lbs loss mark....Again....
Work all week (1h30mins walk everyday) and clubbing tomorrow night. So i normaly lose an extra lb from all the drunken dancing i do ^_^
Wish me luck for the next 5 days, i think i will need it.
Much love for you all,
Stay stronger than i've been
El xox
normal people that enjoy eating without a worry are such a bother
ReplyDeleteyou know i'm going to pretend my scale says number.fat ha ha i like that idea.
do tell how it goes with those boots.
working usually makes it easy not to eat.
you'll get through it. i plan on starting on the getting through my rut today.
stay strong
MUAH
it's ok hun you always gain after eating i'm sure it'll be good again in no time xx
ReplyDeleteo hun if u weight urself at the end of the nite of coruse the number is gonna b higher cause of the stuff u drank and the food u ate
ReplyDeletei know how u feel hun - struggling hardcore...cant wait till holidays are done and can ge back on track!
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