I'm happy. One reason only makes me happy. *Harleyheartsana is back ^_^
Aside from that, i'm miserable. I have my photoshoot tomorrow and i've just binged majorly. I don't know why i did it, i just broke. I feel so crappy now. I won't go to my RL friends or family, i can't let them know i'm breaking. I refuse to go back down that road. So what can i do? I'll tell you what i will do. I'm going to spend the next 2 hours searching thinspo, watching thinspo, getting tips and looking at pictures of me when i was at my highest weight. I'm going to think of everything i had wrong when i was fatter, and everything that will go wrong if i go back up and now down!
That's what i'm going to do. Wish me luck -.-
Much love
El xox
that's the spirit darling - you can do it xx
ReplyDeleteit can only get better as long as you dont go back. looking forward to your next post.
ReplyDeleteu can do it hun
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