January 30, 2011

And this kills me. cause now I think that everything, everything was about you

I'm sorry, i was in such a bad place last night. I woke up and now i've had some time to think and "assess" the situation i've decided to pull myself together. I'm sick of this, i wont go back there. I'm going to have to stand straight and keep my chin up. I'm better, and stronger than this.
I don't want to talk about weight, it's not bad, but it's not good either. I'll leave weight talk till i'm happy and back to normal.
Had my family party last night. I was going to wear a slitted dress but as i ate before hand with the family i thought there was no chance i'd feel comfortable, so i chose another dress. Here are the outfit pictures.





What'cha think? Still need to lose a lot of weight but meh. Hold on the fatty comments. It'll be off soon enough!
Also, i wanted to show you guys some pictures. I had a photoshoot Friday, a "dolly" type shoot. I was happy with them. Thought you'd like to see. Again, i'll be removing them pretty soon just incase as you can see my face. But enjoy whilst they're up ^^

Removed ); sawwi!

Would love comments!
Stay strong everyone,
Love,
El xox
Posted by Skinny_el at 16:23

7 comments:

  1. marsh.sara30 January 2011 at 18:37

    you look great hun!!! i love the outfit (both of them) take your time with the weight posts. i think thats a good idea. we're always here. stay positive :)

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  2. Alex30 January 2011 at 18:46

    Wow hun you are stunning! Seriously. I've said it before and I will say it again, because you are! :) Don't worry about weight for now, give it time, be ok. And I'm glad you're feeling better. Stay strong always!! <3

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  3. Gina30 January 2011 at 19:26

    Gorgeous! I swiped a copy of your favorite one for thinspo.

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  4. Anonymous30 January 2011 at 23:25

    you look so good in that dress! i wish i could pull off a tight dress like you can. jealous!!!
    x

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  5. Smallasapanda31 January 2011 at 00:08

    Woah you are totally sexy! (In a non lesbian way)
    But yeah you look great.

    Congrats on the courage of posting those up, you're a thinspiration to me!
    I loooove your hair btw, how did you do the three tone thing?

    Stay safe
    xx

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  6. Moonlight Mistress31 January 2011 at 16:30

    Nice pics!

    ~MLM

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  7. Dani31 January 2011 at 23:12

    u look great int eh dress
    and o i missed the other pics im sad
    but gald ur doing better

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