So i'll be looking my best tonight, if i lose the fight.

It's so cold today. Cold and raining non-stop. It seems to have gotten lighter now, which is good since i have to walk to work in an hour. No doubt knowing my luck it'll start up again heavy. I don't even have the change on me for the bus.

I started a water fast wednesday. I was messing up all the time since christmas and i needed to drop the weight, so, Wed i was 125. Now? 2 and a bit days later i'm 119. I've been taking OEP everyday and drinking only water. Made sure to do as much walking around etc as i can, and it's paid off! I have a birthday party next week and i want to be 115, heaviest. 112 would be amazing. Either one of them is a goal of mine so i guess i'll see when i come to it!

My sister has gone into labour today. Finally! She's 10 days overdue! I can't wait to meet my gorgeous little nephew. Won't be tonight though as i have work till 10. Boo.
Work is going okay, it's so long and towards the end you do start to lose the will to live. But it's money...
I have to work tomorrow too (saturday) 2-10 which is crappy, but it's time and 1/3 so i'll get a bit extra money (:

Not really sure what else to say. R, the guy who i went on a date with has asked to go out again but i'm really not sure. I thought i liked him but lately so many things have happened that make me thankful to be single. And i don't wanna lead him on, you know?
D, my ex, is being a bit of a loser. He promised he wants friends but then i hardly hear anything. His GF is a complete psycho, and i'm worried about him as his parents said he's been really down lately and they think he's not too well. That's how it started with me, and i refuse to watch him go down that path of destruction. He needs to get out now, as she is just going to cause him to crash and burn. Hopefully he realises soon, and when he does, i can finaly be there for him and help him find himself again. That's all i want...
She's basically forbidden him from talking to me. She argued because he wanted to text me to thank me for getting him his sweets for christmas. How stupid? His mum actually told her to back off. Thank god.
Well, fingers crossed he realises soon ey. It's not good.

Started my 2 OEP in the morning today, feeling a little nauseaous... and feint. But that's proably because it's day 3 of my water fast and i'm starting to feel it now. Don't seem quite with it lately.
I don't want to walk to work ): I'll stick my skull candy headphones on up loud and drown out the dizziness as i walk. Lets hope i don't do what i done yesterday and nearly pass out during work haha. That was not good!

I hope you're all doing good,
Stay strong lovelies,
El xoxox